Okay, I'm not as suicidal as I sound, I promise. I've decided (at least for tonight) to try to make the best of things. I am working on cleaning up some of my short stories, and planning on sending out at least one of them during the week. I am also thinking about doing a pageant this summer... it would give me lots of time to prepare. I'm not sure if I should use one of my old gowns or buy a new one (I have like... seven... maybe more? haha), but I'm leaning toward getting a new one. That will definitely cheer me up... I LOVE gown shopping. Seriously, it's the only thing I miss about high school... shopping for prom and semiformal gowns. I should probably become a special event personal shopper for as much as I love it, but not everyone wants to wear pink puffy dresses all the time. (But to my credit, I only own one pink puffy gown... I resisted the urge to buy more. As in, I also have a straight pink dress and a puffy coral one, for a little variety. Haha.)
And as for school, I find out this week if I get in or not. And if I do get in, I'm going to give up on all the negative perceptions and bad ideas I have about it... I already know I like the school, so I'm not going to worry about what people there will think of me, or what other people will think of me going there. It's a step in the right direction, and if other people don't realize that and want to make their little comments, they can feel free. Every little comment they make is a step in the wrong direction... toward HELL. Haha, I crack myself up... sometimes.
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