are these words distraction to the words you want to hear?

Watched "Toddlers and Tiaras" last night. The show could probably use a new name, considering the youngest girl they followed was... what, 7? But I really liked all the girls and the moms. I thought Madison was so pretty... I loved her hair! I loved her dress too. I hope she does get a coach... those arms swinging all over the place in her (sportswear? casualwear? what were they calling it?) walk did not help her chances. The prissy walking coach was awesome too. Prissy walk is crazy and I love it... I'll admit I tried it a few times to see if I could still do it (needless to say, no one 'prissy walked' back when I competed, but I taught myself for the hell of it... haha) and I could! I have to admit, the crazier pageants get, the more fun they are. And watching last night really really made me want to do a pageant, though maybe not "Miss Chitlin Strut" (aka Miss Pig Intestine... EW! And here I was thinking 'chitlin strutting' was a way of walking!) Not a hardcore pageant, maybe just a tiny one. Too bad there are really no festival/hometown pageants around here... one I've aged out of (and it was a very odd breakdown... ages 12-19 in the Miss category? WHAT!?) and that was pretty far away... the others are even farther. I think there are some a couple of hours away in the late spring/summer... maybe I'll give one of those a try? Who knows. Or maybe I'll talk myself out of it yet again and feel miserable about it yet again.

There was more I wanted to say, but I never really get around to it. I read some stuff about bullying and it really took me back... and not in a good way. If I feel like getting even more depressed, maybe I'll talk about that later.