School is over. Well, I'm taking a summer class, but only one so I'm not really counting that. Five of my six grades are in... four As and one B+. I have no idea how I managed that, but I'm really glad I did. I'm glad about a lot of things, actually. Glad for the school, and the people I met there, and my summer job, and the fact that I'm going to a Phillies game on Saturday!! Phillies vs. Braves. I know we're all about the Mets rivalry now, but I will always dislike the Braves a lot more... I think it has something to do with the tomahawk chop. ;)
I am so excited about my life, but I still have those feelings of negativity and doubt. They're not as bad, but it's hard for me to make them go away. The stuff that I feel so bad about happened years ago, and it said more about other people than it did about me, but... I want to be perfect, and it's hard when things are so close to perfect but they don't quite get there. Things are really good now, though, and that's what I need to keep the focus on. It's always been hard for me to accept that some things can't be fixed, but the sooner I understand that, the better.
But for now, all good things. My grades are good, and my sister and her boyfriend are visiting this weekend, and I'm going to the most beautiful place on earth tomorrow (aka Citizens Bank Park), and my mom is buying me lunch today! And, hopefully, I can sell some of my textbooks back today and make a little money, because they wouldn't take the ones I tried to sell back yesterday. =( Anyone know any good websites to sell back books on, other than ebay?
More in a few days, maybe...
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