Saturday, November 29, 2008

oh so random

I really, really want to eat ice right now. Not one of the little rectangular chunks in my freezer... the "crunchy" kind you get in those big bags from the store. I totally wanted to buy one when I was out shopping the other night, but I don't think the bag would fit in my freezer, and it just seemed kind of pointless.

Last night was not good at all. I woke up at 4:45 when my alarm went off playing Christmas carols. There was no reason for the alarm to go off, as (thankfully) I never need to set it that early. After that I was a mess and couldn't get back to sleep. I'm always fine if I get to sleep and stay asleep, but if I wake up even once these days, I'm pretty much done.

There are a lot of upcoming things that I need to worry about... yes, "need" to worry. I say that a lot. I always feel like if I don't worry about things, I will slack off and nothing will ever get done. Probably not the best way to think. I don't really want to be worried about everything for the rest of my life, but that's just how I am. I've tried to change it and it just doesn't stick. Maybe someday, but then again, I always say "maybe someday." Who knows how many somedays are left?

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