Thursday, April 2, 2009
when you're haunted by the demons that will never let you rest...
There is no point. Really there isn't. I've worked so hard, tried to tell myself it was okay, that I was okay, that I was worth something... all for nothing. Because really, the point of it is, it does not matter what you think of yourself. It is all about what others think of you. And no one is EVER going to let me think, even for a minute, that I'm worth something. I don't want to kill myself, really I don't, but what else is there and someday I won't be able to stop myself.
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You DO matter!!! You ARE worth something!!!! Don't give up on yourself when those thoughts come around. I think we've all experience a little bit of that in our lives -- the thinking that we are nothing. It's hard, especially when you're going through a rough patch, but you simply cannot give up or give in to it.
YOU ARE A SPECIAL PERSON!!!
You're special. In all the world there's nobody like you. Since the beginning of time, there has never been another person like you.
Nobody has your eyes, your nose, your hair, your hands, your voice. You are special. No one can be found who has your handwriting. Nobody anywhere has your tastes for food, or music, or art. No one sees things just as you do.
In all of time, there's been no one who laughs like you. No one who cries like you. And what makes you laugh and cry will never provoke identical laughter and tears from anybody else, ever.
No one reacts to any situation just as you would react. You're special. You're the only one in all of creation who has your set of abilities. Oh, there will always be somebody who is better at one of the things you're good at, but no one in the universe can reach the quality of your combination of talents, ideas, abilities, and feelings. Like a room full of musical instruments, some may excel alone, but none can match the symphony sound when all are played together. You're a symphony.
Through all of eternity, no one will ever look, talk, walk, think, or do like you. You're special. YOU'RE RARE. And in all rarity, there is great value.
Because of your great rare value, you ned not attempt to imitate others. You will accept - yes, celebrate - your differences.
You're special. And you're beginning to see that you were made special for a very special purpose. God must have a job for you that no one else can do as well as you. Out of all the billions of applicants, only one is qualified, only one has the right combinations of what it takes.
That one is YOU! Because...YOU ARE SPECIAL!
So the next time those dark thoughts come your way, remember your worth -- God created you in His image...and that just makes you soooooooooooooo valuable!!! :)
That was very sweet =) I feel better today. Thanks!
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